“Kornher-Stace masterfully weaves a deviously creative romp that is somehow both nail-bitingly suspenseful and tenderly cozy.” —Maria Dong, author of Liar, Dreamer, Thief
From the world of the breakout novel Firebreak, Nicole Kornher-Stace delivers an exciting new adventure of corporate corruption, dangerous flight, and uncertain loyalties. After a daring escape from a prison lab, two young, modified soldiers arrive in a freezing-cold city where they have no resources. But all operatives’ days are numbered. 06 and 22 must make a terrible choice: their freedom or each other.
Available Format(s): Trade paperback and digital formats
From the world of the breakout novel Firebreak, an exciting new adventure of corporate corruption, hazardous flight, and divided loyalties. After a daring escape from a prison lab, two young, modified soldiers arrive in a freezing-cold city where they have no resources. With time running out, a sinister handler pitting the operatives against each other will be the biggest threat to their mutual survival.
“Kornher-Stace masterfully weaves a deviously creative romp that is somehow both nail-bitingly suspenseful and tenderly cozy, as if the authors of How to Win the Time War had decided to set The Boxcar Children in Snow Crash’s tongue-in-cheek hyper-capitalist dystopia.” —Maria Dong, author of Liar, Dreamer, Thief
Young SecOps operatives 06 and 22 were about to be sent out for their first military engagement. Just a few years earlier, they were child refugees of a corporate civil war; Stellaxis modified them into supersoldiers. But 06 and 22 have escaped their prison barracks and entered a city they can barely remember. In the dead of winter, they sleep in an abandoned shipping container and scavenge for resources.
The Director of the Stellaxis supersoldier program knows that 06 and 22 are gone, where they are, and that she has no easy way of retrieving them. The Director also knows that if she sends anyone after them, there will be a bloodbath—or at least a great deal of bad press. But all operatives’ days are numbered. 06 and 22 must make a terrible choice: their freedom or each other.
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“Kornher-Stace masterfully weaves a deviously creative romp that is somehow both nail-bitingly suspenseful and tenderly cozy, as if the authors of How to Win the Time War had decided to set The Boxcar Children in Snow Crash’s tongue-in-cheek hyper-capitalist dystopia. Flight & Anchor is a stunning achievement, one that hauls on the heartstrings as it tickles the brain with the effervescent prose of a Beat master, sure to bust through even the toughest reading slump—though I definitely expect no less from this must-buy author.”
—Maria Dong, author of Liar, Dreamer, Thief
“Cyborg Boxcar Children vs. the nanomachines, only make it a character study in possibility, heartache, sacrifice, and friendship. Wonderful.”
—Max Gladstone, author of Last Exit
“In the future, the U.S. has been replaced by two corporations, one of which is Stellaxis, which kidnaps and makes children into supersoldiers. This prequel to Firebreak presents a compelling, heartbreaking origin story for 06 and 22, two of the orphaned, brainwashed, child-soldier superheroes whose plight became the cause célèbre that finally opened a chink in Stellaxis’s carefully constructed, spin-doctored armor. The always rebellious 06 and her stalwart follower 22 run away from their corporate overseers and attempt to blend into the population. It’s a dream that is doomed to fail, but the children are too young to realize it and too selfless to leave each other behind—to a terrible cost, now and in the years to come. Readers who loved Firebreak are going to fall hard for this story, as it adds layers to the buckets of heartbreak, and tears to the already poignant ending of their saga. VERDICT: A terrific entry point into this compelling, corrupt, dystopian world, with a story about the forging of unbreakable bonds set against harrowing adventure, heartrending choices, and traumatic consequences.”
—Library Journal
“Flight & Anchor:what a feat of adrenaline, friendship, loyalty, fraught circumstance, and fun! Nicole Kornher-Stace deftly—exquisitely—balances the lightness of classic runaway-child books (Boxcar Children! From the Mixed-Up Files of Mrs. Basil E. Frankweiler!) with the savagery of survival-in-the-wilderness books (Hatchet! Robinson Crusoe!) to entertaining and harrowing effect. This is a great gateway into the NK-S.verse for the first-time reader (warning: it will make you want to pick up Jillian Vs Parasite Planet—like, now—to get more of a certain nanorobotic AI ‘probe array’ character, who is just the best), and will also be an absolute delight to avid, rabid fans.”
—C. S. E. Cooney, author of Saint Death’s Daughter
“Nicole Kornher-Stace’s Flight & Anchor pulls you along with the speed of a dystopian freight train. Taking the weaponized childhoods of kids like Ender and blending in a touch of Hanna-style rebellion against the mother organization, Kornher-Stace draws you into a story not only of survival but of calculated surrender to drive the best possible outcome. Flight & Anchor gives us kids who, despite their superpowers and their upbringing’s best efforts, are still believably constrained by their inexperience. Kornher-Stace continues to be an author to watch, and this latest work is a solid addition.“ —Kimberly Unger, author of the Philip K. Dick Award winner Extractionist
“Kornher-Stace finds a perfect balance between human childhood and otherworldliness by making us fall for the myth and propaganda surrounding 06 and 22 while also making them deeply human, if only deep down. A burning ember of humanity in the midst of overwhelming propaganda.”
—Bookish Brew’s Reviews
“Set several years before Firebreak (2021), Kornher-Stace’s newest Firebreak tale follows operatives 06 and 22 as 12-year-olds who have escaped from the Stellaxis headquarters, where they have lived and trained since they were orphaned 4 years earlier in the corporate civil war. Besides discovering that they are woefully unprepared for living on their own as they hide in an abandoned shipping container mere blocks from their home, they also learn of the operatives’ merchandise generated by Stellaxis’ marketing department. Not only are their own statistics blatantly exaggerated, they are also described as artificial humans made to be perfect weapons, which is outrageous given their vague memories of childhood before being ‘rescued’ by Stellaxis. Relying on dumpster diving, selling recycled cans, and some charity, they struggle to feed themselves while the Director, hiding their escape from the company to protect her job, sabotages their lives with nanobots. This distressing yet delightful prequel explains the history between 06 and 22, cementing the reasoning behind their actions in Firebreak and expanding readers’ understanding of the dystopian, corporate-owned world Kornher-Stace has created.”
—Booklist
“The classic scenario of The Boxcar Children gets a cybernetic anti-corporate upgrade in Nicole Kornher-Stace’s Flight & Anchor. We join twelve-year old super-soldier operatives and inseparable BFFs 06 and 22, years before they’ll inspire a people’s rebellion in Firebreak, centuries before their exploits will influence the post-apocalyptic Archivist Wasp. On the lam from the cruel program that created them, they’re capable of astonishing feats of heroism and destruction, but they’re also lost kids who only have each other to rely on. Kornher-Stace’s nail-biting novella, full of Easter eggs for fans of her expanding universe, keeps us grounded in stakes that are both world-shattering and movingly human.”
—Mike Allen, Shirley Jackson Award-nominated author of Aftermath of an Industrial Accident
“Without a doubt, one of my all-time favorite aspec relationships is the purely platonic bond between the supersoldiers known as 06 and 22 in the novels by Nicole Kornher-Stace.” —The Asexual Geek
5/5 stars “Overall, Flight & Anchor is a great addition to the Firebreak universe. If you loved the first novel like I did, you will surely love this one as well. But if this is your first story into the universe, get ready for a quick adventure.”
—Enthralled Bookworm
5/5 stars. “This novella does a lot of unexpected heavy lifting for the backstories of 06 and 22 (as seen in Nicole’s other works such as Firebreak) and I’ll just say it now: it was a delight.”
—Bradley Horner’s Book Reviews
“I’d recommend Flight and Anchor if you like Stranger Things, dystopian world-building, human modification.”
—Potions and Puzzles
Praise for Firebreak
“Firebreak is a simmering scream, a pot bucking on a stove after all the water’s boiled away. It’s a fight song in praise of fierce friendship and the strength to endure.”
—Amal El-Mohtar, Hugo and Nebula Award-winning co-author of This is How You Lose the Time War
“Firebreak is a klaxon sounding at midnight. It is a howl and a wake-up call. It is a fire that does what literary fires do best: spits rage, radiates the warmth of compassion, and fans the flame of revolution.”
—C. S. E. Cooney, World Fantasy Award-winning author of Bone Swans: Stories
“A steadfast heroine stands up against a tyrannical corporation in this vivid work of dystopian sci-fi. . . . The effortlessly detailed worldbuilding is captivating. Kornher-Stace leads readers through the cinematic landscape of her imagined future with an expert hand.”
—Publishers Weekly
Nicole Kornher-Stace is the author of the Norton Award finalist Archivist Wasp and its sequel, Latchkey. Her short fiction has appeared in Uncanny, Clarkesworld, Fantasy Magazine, and many anthologies. Her latest books are the adult SFF thriller Firebreak (Saga Press, 2021) and middle-grade space adventure Jillian Vs Parasite Planet (Tachyon Publications, 2021). She lives in New Paltz, New York, with her family. She can be found online on Twitter at @wirewalking.
One cold night, two children stand in front of a coffee shop. Snow blows all around them, and they are badly dressed for it. A boy and a girl, the barista thinks, noticing them through the plate glass. Young enough or short enough that the window-paint lettering coffee, retouched just that morning by the barista themself in blue to match the blue chalk on the sidewalk chalkboard, arcs over both their cold-huddled heads like a monochrome rainbow.
Strange clothing, the barista notes. The one they think might be a girl is in an oversized lime-green blazer, the maybe-boy in a white lab coat, like a tiny pharmacist. Both blazer and lab coat are buttoned the whole way up, but the blazer only goes so far. Beneath it, the girl’s got on what looks like a simple dark shirt that buttons up the front. No winter gear to speak of. No real coats, even. Snow in their hair. Window light pools around them: soft, buttery, looking much warmer than it is.
The barista checks the time on their lenses. Four minutes till closing. Quiet this time of evening, usually. Storm like this, the place is dead.
A normal day, they’d be finishing up wiping down the counters now. Flipping the door sign—like the chalkboard, a symptom of how terminally old-school their boss is—to closed. Walking the six blocks to the checkpoint, then the two blocks home. Tilting their head back, from time to time, to let the app on their lenses show them where the stars would be, if the sky weren’t wall-to-wall snow and smog instead.
Rag frozen in their hand, though, they’re just standing there. Watching these two weird kids devour that yellow light with their eyes.
Nine years old or so, the barista reckons. Then reconsiders. It’s the look on the children’s faces that’s lifting years off them, peeling them back to something less worldly, less certain. It’s in the way the upper half of the girl’s body is oscillating toward and away from the door, one indecisive degree at a time, while her feet, in their no doubt seasonally inappropriate attire, do not move. In the way the boy holds himself in perfect ready stillness, in a way that reminds the barista of nothing so much as their cat, facing down a spider, unsure which of them is the hunter and which the prey.
Eleven, maybe. Twelve at most. In any case too young for this shit. Unsupervised. Underdressed. Three hours into an expected all-night nor’easter. They look like they’re wearing half a Halloween costume apiece. And not the good kind. The kind you slap together out of stuff from your parents’ closets and basements when you can’t afford the ones at the party store.
The snow is coming down in big clumpy flakes now. When it hits the kids’ faces, it takes an alarmingly long time to melt.
In hindsight, the barista will wonder why it took them so long to act. Unpack, in bullet points, as part of a whole minute-by-minute replay of everything they should have done instead. Rationalize, albeit feebly.
Because the children weren’t visibly injured.
Because the barista has their implant set to alert them if there’s a bioweapon in the air and it hadn’t gone off in days.
Because one of the best parts of this job is how it’s way out on the edge of the Stellaxis half of the city, just a couple of blocks from the Greenleaf one, near enough to the little strip of demilitarized zone that beyond a few small skirmishes this street hasn’t seen real combat since October.
Because, due to the above, there was no quantifiable threat for them to need rescuing from. Just two kids, ogling a warm haven from the cold.
Because the real answer makes less sense.
Because the real answer doesn’t land as a thought, not a fully formed one anyway. It’s more of a catch in the barista’s breath every time this girl so much as shifts from foot to foot, or brushes the snow from her face, or shoves her hands deeper in her pockets, and every time the boy pointedly does none of these things. It hits as a tiny chemical shock, like getting slapped on the back of the skull. Danger, it’s telling them. Run.
The barista gives this due consideration. Then, deliberately, over the mental alarms this raises, they push it carefully away. They’re children on their own in the snow. Maybe they’re looking at the barista alone in the shop and thinking they can clean out the register and get gone before the barista can blink up a security patrol on their lenses. At their age—hell, at older—the barista would’ve done the same. Endless war fucks with you like that. Pares down your options to what starts to look a lot like one single, inevitable, ill-advised point.
The barista puts down the rag. Whatever the fuck this is, it’s not happening on their watch. They march across the warmth of the room and haul open the door. Two faces snap to them, too quickly, raising little hairs on the back of their neck. The word vampires skips unbidden across the surface of the barista’s mind. Have to be invited in.
But no. These are just a couple of cold kids who’ve clearly had a hell of a day. Close up, the blazer and pharmacist coat are snow damp but clean, a faint chemical smell wafting off them that the barista at first mistakes for the perfume of dryer sheets and then realizes they can’t quite identify. The kids themselves: also clean. Well fed. At a glance, no signs of chronic dehydration. This isn’t life for them, then. At least not yet. Just a misadventure. The kind that gets the mis- tacked on in hindsight, best the barista can tell. Plenty of those in their past. They know the signs.
In the children’s proximity, the barista’s lenses remain silent. Nothing airborne and deadly has seeped into their weird Halloween-costume attire, waiting to be unleashed on the shop’s interior. The barista blinks up a quick weapons-check interface—not exactly retail worker standard issue, but one can only hear so many on-the-job horror stories before going to a cousin of a friend of a friend with a month’s worth of tips backing a small software upgrade request—and, of course, the kids aren’t packing. Not so much as a rusty junk shop pocketknife or a few inches of sharpened rebar, and that’s maybe most surprising of all. They’re out here wandering around in what could at any minute renew its status as a conflict hot zone, and they’re defenseless.
So the barista props the door open with one hip. Tilts their head in toward that delicious drench of coffee-scented warmth. Letting the heat out, Rach—the owner, Rachel, the barista’s boss—would say. But Rach doesn’t stay for closing, and nothing fills the day-old bakery basket like a big-ass storm, and , these kids can wait for whoever they belong to just as well out of the snow as in it, and if the barista gets back to their apartment a little later than usual, honestly so what.
The kids pause to assess the barista, straddling the doorway in their jeans and undercut and apron like it’s a magic portal and they’ve got one sneaker in each world and finding both options underwhelming. The question of the kids’ footwear remains a mystery for now, as both have white plastic Comforts of Home shopping bags tied over what at least, thankfully, do look like decent boots. There is snow in their eyelashes. The barista’s pretty sure they’ve only been standing outside the window for five to six minutes, max. Could track their prints back behind them, before the snow dusts them back over. See where they’ve been. Who’s looking to follow after.
But that could be anywhere. Anyone. And they’re here now, and who knows what’s behind them. Some paths are best left unwalked, or unrepeated. It’s a big city, and not all of it as nice as Rach’s place. Not nearly.
All at once, both kids straighten as something passes between them invisibly, and despite themself, the barista shudders. Something’s off about their movement, something dreamlike, something the barista has seen before, grasps after, glances off.
It won’t be until tomorrow that they’ll realize, hands shaking hard enough to drop the stack of to-go cups they’re carrying out from storage, what exactly it is they’re looking at. By which point it will be too late to either help or hinder them. Both of which hypotheticals will strike them, suddenly, as absolutely laughable.
They’ll tell the story of this night for years to come. They live and work in a city that’s been at civil war with itself for decades and this, right here, is probably the closest they have ever come to death.
For now, whatever this weird feeling is, it only lasts that one nanosecond. Then they’re kids again and cold and hungry, and they’re tracking grimy snow onto the just cleaned tile, and the barista sighs and flips the sign to closed behind them, and then goes to fetch a mop.
Flight & Anchor: A Firebreak Story
Nicole Kornher-Stace
“Kornher-Stace masterfully weaves a deviously creative romp that is somehow both nail-bitingly suspenseful and tenderly cozy.”
—Maria Dong, author of Liar, Dreamer, Thief
From the world of the breakout novel Firebreak, Nicole Kornher-Stace delivers an exciting new adventure of corporate corruption, dangerous flight, and uncertain loyalties. After a daring escape from a prison lab, two young, modified soldiers arrive in a freezing-cold city where they have no resources. But all operatives’ days are numbered. 06 and 22 must make a terrible choice: their freedom or each other.
Flight & Anchor: A Firebreak Story
by Nicole Kornher-Stace
ISBN: Trade paperback: 978-1-61696-392-7; Digital: 978-1-61696-393-4
Published: June 13th, 2023
Available Format(s): Trade paperback and digital formats
From the world of the breakout novel Firebreak, an exciting new adventure of corporate corruption, hazardous flight, and divided loyalties. After a daring escape from a prison lab, two young, modified soldiers arrive in a freezing-cold city where they have no resources. With time running out, a sinister handler pitting the operatives against each other will be the biggest threat to their mutual survival.
“Kornher-Stace masterfully weaves a deviously creative romp that is somehow both nail-bitingly suspenseful and tenderly cozy, as if the authors of How to Win the Time War had decided to set The Boxcar Children in Snow Crash’s tongue-in-cheek hyper-capitalist dystopia.”
—Maria Dong, author of Liar, Dreamer, Thief
Young SecOps operatives 06 and 22 were about to be sent out for their first military engagement. Just a few years earlier, they were child refugees of a corporate civil war; Stellaxis modified them into supersoldiers. But 06 and 22 have escaped their prison barracks and entered a city they can barely remember. In the dead of winter, they sleep in an abandoned shipping container and scavenge for resources.
The Director of the Stellaxis supersoldier program knows that 06 and 22 are gone, where they are, and that she has no easy way of retrieving them. The Director also knows that if she sends anyone after them, there will be a bloodbath—or at least a great deal of bad press. But all operatives’ days are numbered. 06 and 22 must make a terrible choice: their freedom or each other.
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“Kornher-Stace masterfully weaves a deviously creative romp that is somehow both nail-bitingly suspenseful and tenderly cozy, as if the authors of How to Win the Time War had decided to set The Boxcar Children in Snow Crash’s tongue-in-cheek hyper-capitalist dystopia. Flight & Anchor is a stunning achievement, one that hauls on the heartstrings as it tickles the brain with the effervescent prose of a Beat master, sure to bust through even the toughest reading slump—though I definitely expect no less from this must-buy author.”
—Maria Dong, author of Liar, Dreamer, Thief
“Cyborg Boxcar Children vs. the nanomachines, only make it a character study in possibility, heartache, sacrifice, and friendship. Wonderful.”
—Max Gladstone, author of Last Exit
“In the future, the U.S. has been replaced by two corporations, one of which is Stellaxis, which kidnaps and makes children into supersoldiers. This prequel to Firebreak presents a compelling, heartbreaking origin story for 06 and 22, two of the orphaned, brainwashed, child-soldier superheroes whose plight became the cause célèbre that finally opened a chink in Stellaxis’s carefully constructed, spin-doctored armor. The always rebellious 06 and her stalwart follower 22 run away from their corporate overseers and attempt to blend into the population. It’s a dream that is doomed to fail, but the children are too young to realize it and too selfless to leave each other behind—to a terrible cost, now and in the years to come. Readers who loved Firebreak are going to fall hard for this story, as it adds layers to the buckets of heartbreak, and tears to the already poignant ending of their saga. VERDICT: A terrific entry point into this compelling, corrupt, dystopian world, with a story about the forging of unbreakable bonds set against harrowing adventure, heartrending choices, and traumatic consequences.”
—Library Journal
“Flight & Anchor: what a feat of adrenaline, friendship, loyalty, fraught circumstance, and fun! Nicole Kornher-Stace deftly—exquisitely—balances the lightness of classic runaway-child books (Boxcar Children! From the Mixed-Up Files of Mrs. Basil E. Frankweiler!) with the savagery of survival-in-the-wilderness books (Hatchet! Robinson Crusoe!) to entertaining and harrowing effect. This is a great gateway into the NK-S.verse for the first-time reader (warning: it will make you want to pick up Jillian Vs Parasite Planet—like, now—to get more of a certain nanorobotic AI ‘probe array’ character, who is just the best), and will also be an absolute delight to avid, rabid fans.”
—C. S. E. Cooney, author of Saint Death’s Daughter
“Nicole Kornher-Stace’s Flight & Anchor pulls you along with the speed of a dystopian freight train. Taking the weaponized childhoods of kids like Ender and blending in a touch of Hanna-style rebellion against the mother organization, Kornher-Stace draws you into a story not only of survival but of calculated surrender to drive the best possible outcome. Flight & Anchor gives us kids who, despite their superpowers and their upbringing’s best efforts, are still believably constrained by their inexperience. Kornher-Stace continues to be an author to watch, and this latest work is a solid addition.“
—Kimberly Unger, author of the Philip K. Dick Award winner Extractionist
“Kornher-Stace finds a perfect balance between human childhood and otherworldliness by making us fall for the myth and propaganda surrounding 06 and 22 while also making them deeply human, if only deep down. A burning ember of humanity in the midst of overwhelming propaganda.”
—Bookish Brew’s Reviews
“Set several years before Firebreak (2021), Kornher-Stace’s newest Firebreak tale follows operatives 06 and 22 as 12-year-olds who have escaped from the Stellaxis headquarters, where they have lived and trained since they were orphaned 4 years earlier in the corporate civil war. Besides discovering that they are woefully unprepared for living on their own as they hide in an abandoned shipping container mere blocks from their home, they also learn of the operatives’ merchandise generated by Stellaxis’ marketing department. Not only are their own statistics blatantly exaggerated, they are also described as artificial humans made to be perfect weapons, which is outrageous given their vague memories of childhood before being ‘rescued’ by Stellaxis. Relying on dumpster diving, selling recycled cans, and some charity, they struggle to feed themselves while the Director, hiding their escape from the company to protect her job, sabotages their lives with nanobots. This distressing yet delightful prequel explains the history between 06 and 22, cementing the reasoning behind their actions in Firebreak and expanding readers’ understanding of the dystopian, corporate-owned world Kornher-Stace has created.”
—Booklist
“The classic scenario of The Boxcar Children gets a cybernetic anti-corporate upgrade in Nicole Kornher-Stace’s Flight & Anchor. We join twelve-year old super-soldier operatives and inseparable BFFs 06 and 22, years before they’ll inspire a people’s rebellion in Firebreak, centuries before their exploits will influence the post-apocalyptic Archivist Wasp. On the lam from the cruel program that created them, they’re capable of astonishing feats of heroism and destruction, but they’re also lost kids who only have each other to rely on. Kornher-Stace’s nail-biting novella, full of Easter eggs for fans of her expanding universe, keeps us grounded in stakes that are both world-shattering and movingly human.”
—Mike Allen, Shirley Jackson Award-nominated author of Aftermath of an Industrial Accident
“Without a doubt, one of my all-time favorite aspec relationships is the purely platonic bond between the supersoldiers known as 06 and 22 in the novels by Nicole Kornher-Stace.”
—The Asexual Geek
5/5 stars “Overall, Flight & Anchor is a great addition to the Firebreak universe. If you loved the first novel like I did, you will surely love this one as well. But if this is your first story into the universe, get ready for a quick adventure.”
—Enthralled Bookworm
5/5 stars. “This novella does a lot of unexpected heavy lifting for the backstories of 06 and 22 (as seen in Nicole’s other works such as Firebreak) and I’ll just say it now: it was a delight.”
—Bradley Horner’s Book Reviews
“I’d recommend Flight and Anchor if you like Stranger Things, dystopian world-building, human modification.”
—Potions and Puzzles
Praise for Firebreak
“Firebreak is a simmering scream, a pot bucking on a stove after all the water’s boiled away. It’s a fight song in praise of fierce friendship and the strength to endure.”
—Amal El-Mohtar, Hugo and Nebula Award-winning co-author of This is How You Lose the Time War
“Firebreak is a klaxon sounding at midnight. It is a howl and a wake-up call. It is a fire that does what literary fires do best: spits rage, radiates the warmth of compassion, and fans the flame of revolution.”
—C. S. E. Cooney, World Fantasy Award-winning author of Bone Swans: Stories
“A steadfast heroine stands up against a tyrannical corporation in this vivid work of dystopian sci-fi. . . . The effortlessly detailed worldbuilding is captivating. Kornher-Stace leads readers through the cinematic landscape of her imagined future with an expert hand.”
—Publishers Weekly
Nicole Kornher-Stace is the author of the Norton Award finalist Archivist Wasp and its sequel, Latchkey. Her short fiction has appeared in Uncanny, Clarkesworld, Fantasy Magazine, and many anthologies. Her latest books are the adult SFF thriller Firebreak (Saga Press, 2021) and middle-grade space adventure Jillian Vs Parasite Planet (Tachyon Publications, 2021). She lives in New Paltz, New York, with her family. She can be found online on Twitter at @wirewalking.
One cold night, two children stand in front of a coffee shop. Snow blows all around them, and they are badly dressed for it. A boy and a girl, the barista thinks, noticing them through the plate glass. Young enough or short enough that the window-paint lettering coffee, retouched just that morning by the barista themself in blue to match the blue chalk on the sidewalk chalkboard, arcs over both their cold-huddled heads like a monochrome rainbow.
Strange clothing, the barista notes. The one they think might be a girl is in an oversized lime-green blazer, the maybe-boy in a white lab coat, like a tiny pharmacist. Both blazer and lab coat are buttoned the whole way up, but the blazer only goes so far. Beneath it, the girl’s got on what looks like a simple dark shirt that buttons up the front. No winter gear to speak of. No real coats, even. Snow in their hair. Window light pools around them: soft, buttery, looking much warmer than it is.
The barista checks the time on their lenses. Four minutes till closing. Quiet this time of evening, usually. Storm like this, the place is dead.
A normal day, they’d be finishing up wiping down the counters now. Flipping the door sign—like the chalkboard, a symptom of how terminally old-school their boss is—to closed. Walking the six blocks to the checkpoint, then the two blocks home. Tilting their head back, from time to time, to let the app on their lenses show them where the stars would be, if the sky weren’t wall-to-wall snow and smog instead.
Rag frozen in their hand, though, they’re just standing there. Watching these two weird kids devour that yellow light with their eyes.
Nine years old or so, the barista reckons. Then reconsiders. It’s the look on the children’s faces that’s lifting years off them, peeling them back to something less worldly, less certain. It’s in the way the upper half of the girl’s body is oscillating toward and away from the door, one indecisive degree at a time, while her feet, in their no doubt seasonally inappropriate attire, do not move. In the way the boy holds himself in perfect ready stillness, in a way that reminds the barista of nothing so much as their cat, facing down a spider, unsure which of them is the hunter and which the prey.
Eleven, maybe. Twelve at most. In any case too young for this shit. Unsupervised. Underdressed. Three hours into an expected all-night nor’easter. They look like they’re wearing half a Halloween costume apiece. And not the good kind. The kind you slap together out of stuff from your parents’ closets and basements when you can’t afford the ones at the party store.
The snow is coming down in big clumpy flakes now. When it hits the kids’ faces, it takes an alarmingly long time to melt.
In hindsight, the barista will wonder why it took them so long to act. Unpack, in bullet points, as part of a whole minute-by-minute replay of everything they should have done instead. Rationalize, albeit feebly.
Because the real answer makes less sense.
Because the real answer doesn’t land as a thought, not a fully formed one anyway. It’s more of a catch in the barista’s breath every time this girl so much as shifts from foot to foot, or brushes the snow from her face, or shoves her hands deeper in her pockets, and every time the boy pointedly does none of these things. It hits as a tiny chemical shock, like getting slapped on the back of the skull. Danger, it’s telling them. Run.
The barista gives this due consideration. Then, deliberately, over the mental alarms this raises, they push it carefully away. They’re children on their own in the snow. Maybe they’re looking at the barista alone in the shop and thinking they can clean out the register and get gone before the barista can blink up a security patrol on their lenses. At their age—hell, at older—the barista would’ve done the same. Endless war fucks with you like that. Pares down your options to what starts to look a lot like one single, inevitable, ill-advised point.
The barista puts down the rag. Whatever the fuck this is, it’s not happening on their watch. They march across the warmth of the room and haul open the door. Two faces snap to them, too quickly, raising little hairs on the back of their neck. The word vampires skips unbidden across the surface of the barista’s mind. Have to be invited in.
But no. These are just a couple of cold kids who’ve clearly had a hell of a day. Close up, the blazer and pharmacist coat are snow damp but clean, a faint chemical smell wafting off them that the barista at first mistakes for the perfume of dryer sheets and then realizes they can’t quite identify. The kids themselves: also clean. Well fed. At a glance, no signs of chronic dehydration. This isn’t life for them, then. At least not yet. Just a misadventure. The kind that gets the mis- tacked on in hindsight, best the barista can tell. Plenty of those in their past. They know the signs.
In the children’s proximity, the barista’s lenses remain silent. Nothing airborne and deadly has seeped into their weird Halloween-costume attire, waiting to be unleashed on the shop’s interior. The barista blinks up a quick weapons-check interface—not exactly retail worker standard issue, but one can only hear so many on-the-job horror stories before going to a cousin of a friend of a friend with a month’s worth of tips backing a small software upgrade request—and, of course, the kids aren’t packing. Not so much as a rusty junk shop pocketknife or a few inches of sharpened rebar, and that’s maybe most surprising of all. They’re out here wandering around in what could at any minute renew its status as a conflict hot zone, and they’re defenseless.
So the barista props the door open with one hip. Tilts their head in toward that delicious drench of coffee-scented warmth. Letting the heat out, Rach—the owner, Rachel, the barista’s boss—would say. But Rach doesn’t stay for closing, and nothing fills the day-old bakery basket like a big-ass storm, and , these kids can wait for whoever they belong to just as well out of the snow as in it, and if the barista gets back to their apartment a little later than usual, honestly so what.
The kids pause to assess the barista, straddling the doorway in their jeans and undercut and apron like it’s a magic portal and they’ve got one sneaker in each world and finding both options underwhelming. The question of the kids’ footwear remains a mystery for now, as both have white plastic Comforts of Home shopping bags tied over what at least, thankfully, do look like decent boots. There is snow in their eyelashes. The barista’s pretty sure they’ve only been standing outside the window for five to six minutes, max. Could track their prints back behind them, before the snow dusts them back over. See where they’ve been. Who’s looking to follow after.
But that could be anywhere. Anyone. And they’re here now, and who knows what’s behind them. Some paths are best left unwalked, or unrepeated. It’s a big city, and not all of it as nice as Rach’s place. Not nearly.
All at once, both kids straighten as something passes between them invisibly, and despite themself, the barista shudders. Something’s off about their movement, something dreamlike, something the barista has seen before, grasps after, glances off.
It won’t be until tomorrow that they’ll realize, hands shaking hard enough to drop the stack of to-go cups they’re carrying out from storage, what exactly it is they’re looking at. By which point it will be too late to either help or hinder them. Both of which hypotheticals will strike them, suddenly, as absolutely laughable.
They’ll tell the story of this night for years to come. They live and work in a city that’s been at civil war with itself for decades and this, right here, is probably the closest they have ever come to death.
For now, whatever this weird feeling is, it only lasts that one nanosecond. Then they’re kids again and cold and hungry, and they’re tracking grimy snow onto the just cleaned tile, and the barista sighs and flips the sign to closed behind them, and then goes to fetch a mop.